So much, I think it must be True Love

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Omg work for the last 3 days has been a blast! I’ve been rocking it with stocking today, yesterday went by super fast and day before that I was cutting keys, chains, and rope from time I got there till time I left. Even re keyed a deadbolt. It’s been pretty good. AND I got about 40 extra bucks on my check than last time. SWEET!

Oh gosh, so much has happened. Since i last blogged. Beast came over about midnight Tuesday night, We had our oh, hello, missed you. then we fought. fought Wednesday morning, but oh wed night. We flat out got our feelings out there, and after it was just love love love.

He was sweet, he laughed, he joked, he was my Jacob again. lol

A little back story. In middle school, we went out, once, talked on the phone all the time. it ended and then years later i was his first kiss. Then that ended. Now, i’m his everything. lol. well that’s how he made me feel yesterday and today anyways, lol.

But back between the first middle school and now i read the Twilight books. in the 2nd book they talked about Jacob Black. and my mental picture of Jacob Black was Beast. and i had seen recent pictures of Beast with longish shaggy hair when the books were describing Jacob Black the same way in the 3rd and 4th books. He has been my warm furry cuddly beastly werewolf ever since. We weren’t even talking or knew what the other was doing around this time. But in my mind, i wanted him, i wanted him to hold me. To cuddle me. To be my werewolf, my Beast.

Ok, now back to yesterday. Poor guy, he tries. We tried to go bowling, it was closed. Damn. lol. But there was a walmart right near by, and even though it was walmart, it was fun. HE GOT ME A BUBBA!!! i’d been wanting one since he left his here for a week. but his is huge, and manly. i wanted one a little smaller. and pink or purple. I got one about a pound lighter and pink! lol. i love it. Took it to work. It kept my drink cold. Me and Beast walked around, played with stuff, looked at movies, hunting stuff and talked. Held hands, kissed, even though he hates PDA. it was so nice! It’s been a while since we just got out and just been fun together.

BTW! Beast, putt putt, arby’s and custard. Hee, i just added that last part.

We then picked up the girls and got McDonalds. Played video games. Then the girls went to bed. then we played video games alone. DBZ 3. I beat him!!!!! once. Then he kicked my ass, again, and again, and again….. but the time i beat him was like HA! SUCK ON THAT!

After he beat my ass in video games he beast my ass in the bedroom. that is after i drove him crazy while sucking his cock while he was was trying to beat a hard level for me. lol.

I love being tied to the bed. it’s just the feeling of being under his control. Although the whole Sir thing is out right now. He said for me to call him “honey”. LOL!!! Sorry but that reminded me of P!nks’s Glitter in the air. Calling me sugar! HE CALLED ME SUGAAAARRRRRRRRRR!!!! lol.

Ok sexy gone now….. Tella ya more later.

I went to the doctor today. He was nice, first time seeing him. Said i ether have a thyroid problem or carpeltunnle.(I know spelled wrong) See, my arm went numb. my left arm, 3 fingers and half of the lower part of it. And my lips too. Just numb. It started yesterday morning at work. I Didn’t tell Beast because, well, just didn’t. But i have to take these pills and got blood taken from me. lol 3 vials. those vampires. lol. But yeah, gotta wait for test results. If thats bad, and pills dont work then surgery. YAY! Lets all hope. Oh the lips thing he said was stress. well.

I hope you liked what you read.

See You Later Space Cowboy…